I was just reminiscing the moments during *shivers* and after Arianna was born. Just trying to remember what it was like, how I felt and how I dealt with it all and omg, I realised that unlike some *lucky* people, I remembered clearly that I looked like a blardy train wreck after the birth!! *lol* I kinda felt like I was in one too.

A friend from FB looked as if she just took a walk in the park and Vien, humph…the woman looked amazing!! Not fair!!!!! I had like broken blood vessel around the eyes that made it all puffy and red, and my eye balls itself were the same too. I looked deranged. If I wasn’t in hospital giving birth, the social services would have been banging down my door to take Ted down for violent physical abuse!! Geez, makes you think of the amount of exertion you really put into pushing bub out…..

I really wonder if it’s going to as bad or worst this time….I am definitely keeping my fingers/toes/eyes crossed that it will be slightly easier 2nd time around. Or at least that is what Ted keeps telling me as his way of assuring and comforting me. *lol*